Friday, April 06, 2007

Update on K - Pt. 2

I got an amazing amount of comments on my update post on K. I didn't realize that so many people were reading this Blog. There seems to be two clear consensuses from the e-mails I received from all of you: 1) K is broken and 2) I should just fuck him and enjoy myself. Can't say where my head is on this yet. We didn't go out last weekend and he is out of town this weekend. Lets see what happens.

The good news is that the big project I was working on at work is finished. Even better, it went off even better than I could have predicted. I am happy to say that I succeeded in making the "good impression" I was hoping to make at my new job. The bad news is that Wednesday evening I had to cancel a plan to fuck AF raw again. It has been more than 3 weeks since the last time I pumped a load into him. We had been planning it for almost a week and at the last minute I had to cancel. Can't get the thought of his ass out of my head now.

I am almost embarrassed to announce that I have acquired two personal cocksuckers. I have written about both Thugboy and The Kid. I have had fuckbuddies before and been in situations where I have hooked up regularly NSA, but this is a totally different situation. Both of these dudes are completely into sucking my cock on demand any way I want it. There is no interest in any type of reciprocation or additional contact. It is fucking hot! I get off on the control of the situation and frankly it is god dammed convenient!

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

have you asked k if he has been in therapy? rape is tramatizing and im afriad he sounds like he still has some issues to work through. good luck.

Anonymous said...

do you always have unprotected sex?

insoflo said...

To anonymous - I can't enjoy head wrapped, so if I am getting head it is always unprotected.

Pete said...
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Anonymous said...

i was talking about AF. and what about K?

Living said...

ok. my body just caved in when you said the 2nd concensus (i.e. i should just fuck him). after all you've shared about him, i was repulsed by the tone in which you said it. clearly, K has not dealt with the abuse he went through in his earlier years. It's beyond evident. If you are still with him, please, be the smart, intelligent, thoughtful man u come across to be. Instead of just fucking him, help him. And it wont be overnight. But help him. Whether it's therapy of just you showing what a "healthy relationship" in your opinin means. But for the love of god, please don't just use him and fuck him. He's not AF or The Kid or Thugboy. He's K. Very different... and his path has crossed yours for a reason. Why does he read so much? Look INTO him, and help him unlock HIS potential to be sooo more. It wont be easy, but I know you have more to you than just a great cock.

David said...

this is so crazy because i'm writing a year after this all took place, but i am reading your blog from the beginning, in chronological order and i'm really intrigued by this story.

i sort of agree with 'living': it took the wind out of me that you interpreted the 'consensus' so heartlessly.

i think average joe had it right when he said, fuck the guy as brutally as he can take it, then be very loving and caring afterward. i know that's how i want it. it gives me the thrill/danger i like but also in the end lets me know i am being cared for. that's the most important part.