Gym Wednesday Night

I went to the gym Wednesday Night after work. I haven't really blogged about it, but my New Year's Resolution was to get in better shape. I do have a really hot young BF and I just turned 40. I already belonged to a gym downtown not far from my office, but I rarely hit the gym more than once per week before January. I also hired a Trainer - Seth. He actually was recommended by The Cop. Seth is a police officer, part-time trainer and a competitive kickboxer. Unfortunately, he is as straight as an arrow. He is also in fucking fantastic shape. Seth busts my ass twice a week and e-mails me a work-out routine for me to do between our meetings.

I am actually starting to notice changes in my body. I have lost about 5 to 10 pounds depending on the scale and everything is firmer. The other day cherryboi commented that he noticed a difference and recently a friend that hadn't seen me in a while commented that I had changed, so some results for all the paces Seth has put me through I guess. Tonight we did some actual kickbox sparing, which was a first for me. A lot of people watched us spare, but after about 30 minutes I noticed one particular guy on a leg machine watching. I didn't give it a lot of thought, because I was busy with my footwork and dodging Seth's hits.

When we were done I headed for the sauna and spent a good 15-20 minutes there relaxing in the steam. Then I headed straight for the showers. There weren't too many guys in the showers at this point and I headed toward the back. I was literally in the shower for maybe 60 seconds, when I heard the shower curtain open and close behind me. I turned surprised, but in stepped the guy I had noticed earlier on the leg machine. He was late 20's-early 30's, 6’, 165, smooth with a swimmer-type build and a light dusting of hair on his chest, close cropped light-brown hair and obviously on a mission. "We OK?", he said with a smile as he reached out and cupped my balls. I smiled back and in an instant he was on his knees in front of me nuzzling and squeezing my growing cock and balls.

My cock was instantly hard as his soft lips wrapped around the head of my cock. He soon effortlessly took my whole cock down his throat. I reached down and grabbed the back of his head forcing his nose into my wet and sweaty pubes. I could feel his tongue working the base of my cock and as I let him come back up, his tongue worked the length of my shaft and swirled around the head of my cock. I was really enjoying it. My senses were alive with the feeling of the water on my body and his mouth and hands working my crotch. He reached up and ran his fingers through the trail of hair above my pubes and ran his hand along my side and grabbed my ass. I instinctively moaned out loud, without thinking about who might hear me. I could hear the sounds of him aggressively sucking my cock. He was there to get me off. I grabbed the back of his head firmly and began aggressively meeting the movements of his head. As I thrust into his eager mouth, I could feel my balls slapping against his chin. As much as I tried to feed him, he was in control.

Then I was there. Almost without warning, I began to spasm into him. As I knew I would shoot, I looked down at him and met his eyes staring up at me. His eyes said yes and we were locked in a stare as I blew my load into his willing mouth. It was a big load. I felt 8 or 10 spurts and between spurts felt his tongue working the underside of my shaft. I was nearly spent by the intensity and closed my eyes as I finished. When my eyes opened again, my softer cock was in his hand and he was squeezing the last few drops of my load out and licking them off the head. I felt him kiss the end of my cock softly and as he did I noticed some Arabic or Hebrew symbols tattooed on the top of his back at his shoulders. Then, he was gone.....

Blogging about cherryboi today

By popular demand, I am blogging about cherryboi today. We are still together. I continue to take it figuratively and in reality day-by-day and things seem to be good. It feels good! We are more and more good together.

cherryboi continues to be a law student by night and works full time on Capitol Hill by day. He recently took on a lot more responsibility as his Congressman has expanded some of his committe work. I was discussing this with a friend over dinner several nights ago and it me hit that this is really incredible. I am busy too, but somehow we seem to find time and I have begun to miss seeing him when we aren't together.

Last night, we were together all evening and he was here this morning until he left to hit the law library to study. Yesterday afternoon, I went for a long walk to shop at Eastern Market in the Capitol Hill neighborhood of the City. It was the first day in more than a week that it didn't rain here. It turned out to be a beautiful day. cherryboi and I exchanged texts as I shopped and he met up with me there. I got some great fresh pork chops to grill and the makings for a nice salad. We also roamed around and enjoyed the day as we checked out the other vendors.

I planned to make dinner and then thought we would watch a movie on Netflixs or PayPerView. cherryboi was my appetizer on the couch and floor of my living room. We had been relaxing with cold drinks after our walk back from Eastern Market and one thing led to another and soon I had cherryboi bent over the arm of the couch and was holding a hand full of his blond hair, as I aggressively pounded his ass. I was horny for his ass and the grunts and moans, in response to my invasion of his ass, was getting my off. I had a load building in less than 5 minutes. I didn't try to hold back. When I had shot my load deep into him, I pulled him by his hair from the arm of couch and down on to the floor between my legs. "Lich me clean!", I commanded, and cherryboi eagerly complied.

Having this beautiful young man on his knees in front of me licking my seed and his ass juices off my cock had me hard again in no time. I laid my head back on the couch and just enjoyed his service. I got lost in how good it felt. He licked, nuzzled and stroked my cock until I shot another load all over his chest and stomach. I reached down to touch his engorged cock and in a few strokes his load joined mine on his smooth hard stomach. Then we kissed deeply and he whispered, "I love you", into my ear.

I washed up and headed to the kitchen to make dinner. cherryboi ran up stairs and jumped into the shower. We had a wonderfully pleasant dinner on my back patio under the trees rustling in the breeze. We chatted away about various things.

cherryboi: You know I love it when you loose control of yourself fucking me.

Me: What exactly does that mean?

cherryboi: You know what I mean. You loose yourself and just fuck me. It isn't passion or control. It is almost animalistic and I love it.

Me: Well, I certainly enjoyed!

cherryboi: Good I want you to enjoy it. I hope you saved a little for later.

Me: Always!

And later, as we drank wine and digested our dinner:

cherryboi: Do you remember our first time?

Me: Of course I do. How could I forget it? I practically raped you.

cherryboi: No, you didn't. I gave myself to you. I wanted you. I wanted you to fuck me.

Me: Is this revision of history?

cherryboi: No, not at all. I am a shy person. You know that. When I came here the first time that night I was scared, but you were so nice and made me feel comfortable. What I remember is that you finally sat down beside me and touched my face and kissed me. I decided right there that I wanted you to have me.

Me: Is that true? I remember taking you and clearly recall not giving you an option.

cherryboi: It's true. I could have put up a fight. That was my choice. I wanted you to take me. I want you to always want to take me. I love you.

Much, much later after cherryboi was sticky from and smeared with 2 more of my loads.

cherryboi: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

cherryboi: I love laying with you and being filled with your cum. It just feels so right and I feel so good. I really do love you.

more D

Thursday night after a brutal workout at the gym with my Trainer, I text messaged D that I was coming by for some relief. It was a quick blow-and-go. The highlight was feeding him 3 days worth of cum at the end and watching him gulp it all down and smile in appreciation after he was done.

The following is an on-line chat we had Friday afternoon:

D: hello sir
Me: hey
D: how is my Master?
Me: good here. u?
D: PLEASE COME FUCK ME!!!
Me: mmmm
D: Pleeeeease!!!
Me: totally enjoyed feeding you last night
D: thank you! I am in awe of you sir.
Me: :)
D: i worship your cock sir! that was a very nice load!
Me: it was time for you to take one. pretty impressive.
D: really? good! thank you! it was hot.... tasty:)
Me: you are a good cocksucker!
D: thanks sir. i like hearing that.
Me: don’t mention it.
D: i dont think i spilled a drop either
Me: impressive.
D: thanks, i love your cock and love being your cocksucker
D: i wish i was on my knees in front of u now
Me: nice :)
D: i know this humble fag does not deserve a man like you, but i am always here and ready to serve you with my body if you want me. i will do anything for you. i am getting addicted to serving your cock.
Me: of course you are, fag:)
D: i would do anything if you would come fuck me now or if you would give me your cock.
Me: not available now.
D: PLEASE!!! i know i don’t deserve you, but i want to be your fag. use me.
Me: i plan to.
D: tonight i will leave my door unlocked and u can come in whenever you want.
D: i am trying to think of a way u can mark me as your personal property.
Me: really? won’t that discourage other guys from using you.
D: i want everyone to know that this fag belongs to you.
Me: well, i gotta go. i’ll be in touch.
D: yessir. this fag awaits your command.



I am headed over to fuck the little fag now. What a surprise he has turned out to be:)

Thursday with cherryboi and Friday with The Cop

Things have been hectic for me as usual. cherryboi and I made a point to connect Thursday evening for Holy Thursday Mass, dinner and some passionate sex Thursday night. He left town early Friday morning to visit the Family for Easter. Between Law School for him and work for me, it has been hard to make enough time for each other. I have to give it to cherryboi, he makes sure we do find time together.

Sometimes, our relationship is like a corny movie. He's made dinner and is waiting for me - in the nude. A cell phone call telling me to meet him in the square near my office to share a sandwich on a sunny day. Sweet text messages randomly arriving throughout my day. And of course, needling me about Church just often enough to cause severe flashbacks of my youth and to get me to Mass again on Thursday. cherryboi tries harder at our relationship than I do, which is not the norm for me in relationship. This has kept me off balance, un-comfortable and frankly a little scared.

I have realized slowly over the last few months that cherryboi sees us as this great thing that has happened for him and that he is truly in love and he is peddling as hard as he can to live it. It is really so genuine and healthy and optimistic. I have realized that my state of mind about our relationship is more jaded and pessimistic. I love him, but wonder how he could possibly love me. So as protection, I assume it is not permanent and that when he finally comes to his senses he will move on. Right now, I am trying to not make that a self-fulfilling prophecy.

So on the Thursday night before Easter, as has become our practice before a holiday I fucked him and sent him home to his Family with an ass full of my cum. Friday, I was at working playing catch up in a quiet office. Between Passover and Easter, it seemed that hardly anyone was at work that day. Shortly after 2:00PM, I got a text message from The Cop and we made plans for Friday night. The image of him in his uniform thinking about bottoming for me is just too fucking hot! The amazing thing is that he always approaches our hook ups as though I am doing him such a big favor. It makes me hard!

Promptly at 7:00PM, The Cop was standing at my door with a bottle of wine and a six-pack of beer wearing a tightly-fitting pair of faded tan khakis and white button-down cotton shirt. I let him in and he followed me to the kitchen. It was all very domestic. He opened the wine for me and cracked open a beer for him. I worked on dinner, while we chatted about stuff.

The domesticity of the scene was just too much, so I told the The Cop to strip down so that I could see his ass. It was a sudden spur of the moment request and I could tell he was caught off guard. He gave me a questioning look and laughed and I said, “I am serious. Get naked.” I watched as he sheepishly disrobed. Instantly, the dynamic was changed. Being totally exposed and sitting up on a stool in the middle of the kitchen put The Cop at a perceptible disadvantage. He was uncomfortable in this position and it was nice watching him try to be relaxed. We continued to chat and as we did, I would look at his masculine body.

When dinner was finished, I collected the plates and stacked the dishwasher. As I worked, The Cop asked if there was anything he could do. I smiled and said, “ Go upstairs and get a condom and some lube.” He questioned this by repeating it to me. “Yes”, I replied. “I am going to fuck you on that stool.”

When he returned, I was sitting on the stool. He got down on his knees in front of me and began to rub my crotch through my pants. He fumbled with my belt and the button until I finally helped him peel my pants off. By this point, my cock was engorged. He swallowed my cock in one gulp. He kept it down his throat and worked his lips around the base as he gently squeezed my balls. I could feel his tongue on my shaft and I could feel his warm mouth flexing around my cock. The sensations made me even harder. Then he began to lick up my shaft and trace my cockhead with the end of his tongue. He kept my balls in his hand and gently worked them. He paused and looked up at me with a half-smile as he licked precum from the end of my cock.

The Cop: “Is this what you wanted?”

Me: “No officer, I want to fuck you! Wrap it and crawl up here and ride me!”

He stood up and looked at me with a question on his face. “Did you hear me?””, I asked? Suddenly, The Cop was overcome by eagerness. He practical shredded the condom wrapper and rolled it down my cock in one quick motion of his hand. Then he climbed up onto my lap and I grabbed the back of his head and pulled his face toward me and plunged my tongue into his mouth. He kissed me back and wrapped his arms around me to hold on. I could feel his rock hard cock against my stomach. My cock was hard and crushed against his thigh. We made out really intensely for a while and he remarked that I was different tonight. “Is it a problem?”, I asked as I began to nibble on his neck. "No", he moaned back, “I am all yours.” I reached down and positioned my cock more towards the crack of his ass. I could tell he was totally lubed. As we made out, he began to slowly rub himself against my hard cock. His cock was dripping wet against my stomach and his breathing was getting heavier. I knew from experience that without even touching him, he was close to losing his load.

Without any prompting from me, The Cop reached down and pushed my hard cock to his hole and forced himself down on it. I moaned out loud.

The Cop: “Now, is this what you wanted?”

Me: “Yes, officer!”

And we finished about the same time right there on my kitchen stool.

german boy - Pt. 2

continued.............

Picking up where I left off in Part 1 - about 15 minutes after the cell call, there was a knock at my front door. The german boy was standing outside in a pair of jeans and a grey hoodie. He was exactly as he described in his post - 6'1" 195 lbs with blond hair. He was in his late twenties at the most. I invited him in and was met with a big smile and a flash of his blue eyes.

german boy: "I am sorry about Sunday night. Things got hectic after we were chatting and I could not make it over here." There was no shyness. There was plenty of eye contact. His English was perfect with a clear melodic German accent.

me: "No problem. You can make it up to me."

german boy: "I am anxious to give it my best efforts. You have no diseases and are hiv-, right?"

me: "Yes. Last tested negative on January 8, 2009 and six months before that."

german boy: "OK. Good."

me: "Follow me!" I decided not to waste any time. I didn't even look over my shoulder to see if he was following. I knew he would be.

I led german boy to a room at the back of my house. As we entered the room, I turned off the ceiling light so that the only light in the room came from the back light behind my sound system. When I got to my comfortable chair, I turned around and faced him looking at me from the center of the room. Without saying a word, I began unbuckling my belt. This was the only encouragement that german boy needed to totally disrobe. I lost my jeans and reclined in the chair stroking my cock and watching this submissive boy loose his clothes. He was tall and well-formed with a smooth torso, powerful legs and a tight round ass. A very respectable package hung between his legs in a neatly trimmed blonde nest. I was hard by the time he was nude. He needed absolutely no prompting to crawl down between my legs and start to nuzzle and lick my balls.

german boy: "Man.... you have the biggest set of balls!"

me: "Take your time and get to know them...."

He tentatively began to lick, nuzzle and actually kissed my balls. Intermittently, he would stop and sniff them. I also felt his hands tentatively feeling my thighs. Soon. I felt him begin to work his way up the shaft of my cock with his tongue. Then in an instant, his tongue wrapped around the head of my cock and he engulfed me with his warm soft mouth. I was instantly in paradise.

IMHO there are two types of cocksucker. One sees sucking cock and giving pleasure to a man's cock as a submissive act and is excited by the submission and degradation of the act. This type of cocksucker sucks to degrade and humiliate himself and that is his reward. The second type, and in my opinion the superior one, just simply naturally loves cock. This type of cocksucker sucks for the oral and physical sensation of the act and his reward is the time spent enjoying the cock. The pleasure this type of cocksucker gives is a direct result of the cocksucker's love of the act of sucking and enjoying the cock. The second type, a true cocklover, is rare. With the german boy, it was immediately apparent that I had found a cocklover. He made love to my cock and the experience was mind-blowing.

I literally lost track of time in the zone. I didn't realize it till later, but the german boy sucked my cock for more than 45 minutes. He moved all over my crotch and enjoyed every inch. At one point, he rubbed my entire cock all over his face in this slow motion display of ecstasy. He responded to my every demand and encouragement. Finally, the ache in my balls and the hardness of my cock told me that it was coming to an end. Out of gratitude, I warned him that I was close. I remembered his reluctance to swallow.

german boy: "I want it."

I moved my hand to the back of his head and gave it to him. Immediately, I knew that it was a massive load. There were more than 6 large spurts followed my many smaller ones. The initial spurts were intense enough that I felt the cum exiting at the end of my cock head into his mouth. I had an intense orgasm and could sense his surprise as his body stiffened and he instinctively tried to move his head away. He gulped. Then he gulped again. Then his half choked and coughed, but he took it like a champ. I held him firmly on the end of my cock with my hand on his head. As I came to my senses, I looked down at him an said, "Don't waste any!" I watched him swallow my load and collect himself. The expression on his face said it all, he had gotten far more than he expected.

german boy: "Man.... you came a gallon. Do you always come so much?"

me: "I guess you will find out next time you suck my cock."

german boy has been back for a repeat at least once a week since that first time.

New York

I had a very disappointing trip to New York - both professionally and personally.

Professionally, my company wasn't able to secure funding that was desperately needed for operations and to complete several on-going projects. Another redundant story of how shitty the economy is getting. My company laid off 40 people in February. March is a question mark???? I spent 12 to 14 hours each day I was in New York in meetings trying to work out details to get the funding we needed. In the end, last Saturday night everything fell apart. I am in Wilmington, NC this week working on something with another financial institution.

Personally, I really regret not being able to connect with a really hot boy I have been corresponding with. I wanted to meet up with him, but it never happened. A big apology to that boy….. He knows who his is..... I hope:)

I will complete my post on the german boy, when I get home.

Wish me luck. I need it.

german boy - Pt. 1

I was kinda bored and horny on Sunday evening. cherryboi was working on some group Law School project most of Sunday. I randomly text messaged D that "i am horny", but didn't get any response back. I finally ended up on Craigslist.

I came across this post:

Submissive boy for older

I am a very submissive good looking guy who would like to try getting together with an oral top, especially older. I would love to service you orally any way you want. I am 6'1" 195 lbs, blonde hair blue eyes. Shoot me an email if you are interested.

I was intrigued and bored, so I shot him an e-mail.

he responded: "I really would like to become someone's regular cocksucker. I don't swallow, but I love getting my face blasted. What is your HIV status? I am negative.

me: "totally disease-free and hiv-. swallowing is not a requirement. important thing is that you really like to suck cock. looking to get off."

he responded: "I love getting naked, getting on my knees, and sucking cock.

me: "hot! available now? come on over."

he responded: "I've just given head a few times and have discovered that I like it alot. I don't want to be meeting random people and I have a need to be discrete, so I would really like to find someone who will tell me to suck his dick on a regular basis. Have you ever had a personal cocksucker?

At this point, I relaxed a little because my bs detector was beginning to go off.

me: "i have some experience with guys sucking my cock. a regular guy would be very hot! i can host you very discreetly here. come on over?"

he responded: "I am in NW DC on the Red Line. Are you on the Metro?

me: "i am in close walking distance to the New York Avenue Station. my cell is - XXX-XXX-XXXX. Give me a call from the Station when you get there."

Not that I was too surprised, but I heard nothing more from him that night. I figured it was just another Craigslist Bullshitter.

About an hour later, I got a return text from D, "What do you want, Sir?". Three text messages and about 15 minutes later and D was on his knees between my legs eagerly milking my cock. It was fantastic!!! Made even hotter by the fact that he was eager to come and do exactly what he was told. A true fag! After I finished down his throat and made him lick my cock and balls clean, I told him to "get the fuck out of here" without even looking at him. He dressed and was gone. Over the next 30 minutes, I received six different text messages from D.

D: "Thank you! I am in awe of you."

D: "I worship you, Sir!"

D: "Your contempt for me grows; while my lust, attraction and devotion to you grows ever more intense."

D: "It seems that my dreams are coming true."

D: "This fag will make itself available to you, SIR, when it is told."

D: "I am humbly, your fag."

I did not respond to D.

Fast forward to last night (Tuesday), shortly after dinner I am relaxing with a glass of wine and my cell rang. I answered and it was the submissive boy from Craigslist on Sunday night - german boy I'll call him because he has a melodic German accent. I was completely surprised to hear from him. I had given him my cell number, but I had written him off on Sunday. In very good but accented English, he announced that he just happened to be at the New York Avenue Station and was still very serious about wanting to suck my cock. WTF, I gave him the address and waited to see what chance would deliver.

To Be Continued.......